I WON'T FIGHT ANYMORE

 

Since I breathed first

I was taken to the war,

To combat situations

And expand home far.

I lived in struggles

And was brought up in pain,

In a crisis, I slept

In all disdain.

When something was good

I was dismissed,

When something went wrong

I was summoned.

Never was I asked

What I actually need

Only to fulfil duties

I was called

When I was passing

Through all traumas in life

None came beside me

To stand and provide

The patting that I needed

To be live again and powered

I was being bullied

By my fate so coward

Yet I smiled

I had let things go

Just to reinforce

The armies in snow

When people drowned in pressure

I was the valve who saved

Instilled confidence in them

Picked up and raged

But I have borne 

All the thorn

And with tears and a smile

Stood like a lovelorn

Every day I expected

To live life better

Seldom it went good

But often it scattered

And with time the difficulties

Kept on increasing

And a day such came

That fireball came blazing

And hit me on head

And threw me apart

I tried to stand up

But the chain tied me hard

And that day I realized

It was all but my flaw

To be brave in wars

And to raise my claw

To protect my men

Who were never indeed mine

All were volatile sands

Who vaporized in time.

All I was fighting

Was of no use

Whom horses I considered

Were none more than mules.

And in the end

By the laws of war

I have the empire

But no life, but no love

Hanging like vampire

And that day, I pledge to me

That any divine lore

Can never make me raise my sword

And I won't fight anymore.

-- Lucifer